Zombie Drive-by Liberty is earned through eternal vigilance

24Nov/120

Or not

20Mar/120

Save yourself, misled

There will always be those that would challenge you for being different, because we are shifting. If we weren't moving (physically, mentally, spiritually...) we would not be alive. Life fractally affects diversification to ensure continuation and invention, which also means at least some number would always be moving in opposite directions. We seem to be shifting pretty fast now, which returns even more friction than the usual bounce of things.

We shouldn't let stand what we feel is wrong, but we have in our clearly incomplete process of collectively maturing, been stuck with the idea of trying to prevent anything bad from ever happening again. That is where you start to get all these non-functioning pyramidal control structures, that have turned bloated with corruption, as they have centralised and accumulated the unwanted type of creatures that are attracted to power because they feel they cannot attain anything honestly. In a seemingly desperate but failing attempt to stay relevant in an increasingly informed world, what they sell now includes a thousand different causes to get all rah rah about from the comfort of your own home. If women have a problem with the system, blame the men. If you're black, blame the whites, or the illegal immigrants, Chinese or Arabs if you're white. Never the detached top of the pyramid with the eye everyone is afraid to look into, which itself has a request, begging "blame the sheeple". Never yourself for falling for it.

7Oct/100

What’s worked for me

Depression used to be the easiest state for me to reach, in fact I would go so far as to say that for most of my life it was my default state of being. There's an idea called depressive realism which suggests that those with a more accurate view of life are more prone to being depressed, and for a long time that was the truth of my life. I could see the facts that people forgot to include in the decisions that informed their actions and their lives, and I could see that most people prefer to block out uncomfortable thoughts rather than confront them. This led to me feeling alienated from pretty much everyone I came into contact with, and I felt surrounded by stupid people. But as the conspiracy theorist saying goes: "That's what they want you to think." When you focus on the differences, that will be all you see, when in truth the similarities are much more numerous. Feeling alienated from everyone, I allowed myself to escape the fact that I am also a stupid person. While I despised the habitual devotion to a system that destroys our souls while funnelling all profit to the lowest lifeforms on the planet, I was allowed to ignore the fact that I myself did nothing but go along with it.

On a lark, about a year ago, I decided to stop drinking coffee and see what happens. Within days, I could tell that I suddenly had more good days than bad. This apparently is related to the amount of water a human body has stored up. Too little, and your brain starts feeling like Eeyore. Turns out, anything you drink that's not water needs to be flushed from your system, and your body uses water to do it. Alcohol is the worst offender here. A hangover is nothing more than the effects of dehydration.

Fluoride is another can of worms you may not know about. It's a substance more toxic than lead, and it's been proven that consuming it in less than lethal doses makes people stupid. The history of fluoride, shortly, is that industrialists found a way to sell a useless by-product of aluminium mining–fluoride–to the government for a huge mark-up, by convincing the public through newspapers that it prevents tooth decay and is therefore good for you. Fluoride also causes bone damage and docility, but I'll leave the research to you, if you dare. I had assumed, very stupidly, that the damage had been done, that I would be a fluoridated zombie forever and that the best I could hope for is damage control. A few weeks ago, to see what would happen, I switched from (fluoride) toothpaste to salt. Turns out it's actually the abrasiveness of the paste that cleans, and that salt–being more abrasive–cleans better. Within about two days, motivation unlike I have ever known in my life began to manifest itself.

It's difficult to tell whether this came directly from the decreased fluoride consumption or from the exercise I've started doing since, but it was an unexpected and very surprising effect. Now, instead of getting off work and indulging in some mental masturbation by watching a movie or playing something secreted from the anus of EA, I work on one of the many projects I've started in the last few years, something I could never find the motivation to do. It still amazes me, since my mind has done a complete 180, yet I can't really tell what's different.

One of the effects of our minds is that we can have all or most of the pieces, but we're generally not inclined to put them together. It's been difficult for me to tell where changes on a global level end and where personal changes begin. Since I found that once you change your mind you change the world, that line has blurred considerably. It would appear, though, that it has now become the time to build.